It occured to me just now that you were one of my best friends for alot of years.. and that even as we began to fall away from one another, I never realized that I would only feel your arms around me, tapping me on the shoulder ("I'm huggin ya.. but I'm hittin ya!") a finite number of times.
I realized then that if I thought really, really hard and could remember every detail I'd know the exact number of hugs that I will ever share with you.
I don't want to count them though.. I don't want to know how many more I should've given.